HMMMM.....

Okay well after I muddled over a conversation I had with Ester on Friday night for a few days and after I spoke with our Adoption coordinator....I'm now puzzled. Ester was acting different on Friday night-not herself at all. She mentioned some things that were kinda strange, but during the conversation I really didn't think much about it. Like she said that her son asked her-"hypothetically what would you name the baby?" She had a name picked out and told me what it was. I was thinking at the time-weird, but maybe she's trying to find out what we are naming him. And she said something about how a committee that she's on a school wants to throw her a baby shower and her sister said-didn't you tell them that you weren't keeping the baby-she said No, it's none of their business. She told her sister that she was going to give us all the stuff that they gave her. Strange again, right?? There were other little things that made me feel uneasy, but with the excitement of talking to Myra, I think I buried them a bit.

So, Veronica our adoption coordinator, said that these are not good signs, but not necessarily horrible signs. I told her that we have been thru enough heartache and if she is thinking about changing her mind, we want to know now. We are supposed to go out there in October and I'm not going unsure of where we stand. Veronica was going to call Ester and try and talk to her without telling her everything I told her. Hopefully I'll hear back from her today.

Anyway-I'm not sure what all this means but we are so tired of all this. I'm so thankful that we have this baby girl to think about and that is really helping me not to freak out about it. We feel so good about that situation--although we felt really good about Ester too, so who knows!?!

Keep praying that if this little boy is not ours we will find out now and not have to go thru another 3 months and then she changes her mind. Also don't forget about Myra and our little girl!